DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

i've been so busy with school, i have no time to blog. ok a, maybe school is just an excuse. i admit, i am lazy. but really, school has been stressing. its true they say. colour and visco CANNOT come together. it kills. i have made good friends with my paintbrushes and paints this past few weeks. thtas all that i've touched for lessons. i dont deny i have really learn alot from tese two subjects. colour i know will come in useful next time. but visco? why would an interior design student need to know about visual composition? (cuting and pasting shapes?) but ah well, i finally get an A for my work for visco. he is realy a man that is freaking hard to please. (not forgetting really sharp with his comment) i dont ike him, but i do enjoy visco.

i realise, i do miss secondary school days. alot. thinking about it now, there are many things i regret not regretting then. its true when they say poly life and sec schoo life is really different. i miss having exam. i miss siting at burger king to study for history. i miss taking down notes. i miss practicing maths. i miss doing source based questions. i miss writing essay. i miss memorising ting xie. i miss driving the teachers nuts. i miss the company. i miss singing to the song that is played in the radio. i miss pulling my belts higher whenever teachers walk pass. i miss the good old days. really. i'd do anything to go back and re-live that moment.

its very unfair. other polys and other schools are having hoidays whereas i am still slogging my life away.10 more days before holiday. faster come come come. i cant wait to enjoy myself. >:( so stressing!)

marini revealed @ 8:13 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!