DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

above are some of the photos taken over the holidays. school is starting next monday. i am looking forward to it but at the same time dreading it. the only reason i am looking forward t school is cause i can finally gossip with eunice can. haha. and i cant wait to see her new cut hair. so exciting. and one reason why i dont want to go t school is because my hair is a plain disaster. After 2 weeks, i am still infact very ashamed by it. so annoying. i look uglier now.

something i must bring up. i stumbled upn a blog recently. and the content of it pissed me off quite abit. i am not going to mention names. its not that i know her personally or anything. ask me why i read her blog? oh cause everyone is reading it. anyway she was cursing indonesian in general. why? because of the forest fire. i am ok she just casually says," oh stupid indonesians" or something. she just had to go on saying" fuck ALL those indonesians. because of them, we are affected by the haze" obviously, this blogger here does not have a brain. its just a minority of them who decides to burn down the trees. its not like the whole population of the country came together to start the fire or something. bitch you know. she shouldnt have generalise them in a whole. ok maybe i am affected because, i am an indonesian.

i have work tommorow. full shift. what a bum bum.

marini revealed @ 4:40 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!