DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Sunday, October 29, 2006

this is a picture ripped from izyan's blog. haha. it was taken during the guy's game against RP. and of course it was this game that a fight broke out. and oh yes, the FOFs came down to watch the match too.

school is starting for me tommorow. I cant wait actually. I cant wait to see the kind of classmates I will get. Haha. So school vacation will be ending real soon. Which means, no more waking up late( actually still possible since my class doesnt start only till 3.) It also means more homework and more sleepless nights.

Oh did I mention? Training was resumed on thursday and it was a killer for me since i havent been training or a good 3 weeks. I swear fitness was a killer! I almost died and the best thing is, my coach said that was only the beginning. How great. Anyway we also had our IPs, U-21 and U-17 selection that day.

Looks like I'll be spending more time with the seniors since the U-21 team is training with the IPs team.

marini revealed @ 4:10 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!