DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Saturday, November 04, 2006

perhaps i was too harsh in my previous entry. I thought what I did was selfish. I wrote that entry without thinking twice how the person would have felt after she read it. i'm sorry.

school's been fine so far. I;m taking Architecture Design Theory now. Well, I liked the first few lessons when derek talked about the Ancient Period. I've always prefered the Olden days history compared to recent ones anway. Class have been ending quite early. say about 45 minutes lecture and then we are released? I think its a waste of time going to school for just a mere 45 minutes lesson then go home. How dumb.

So last night, we went to celebrate Tim's birthday at Spizza. Anyway, Happy belated birthday! (: Well almost everyone was there, except for the few that was missing. Clar, wilson, ashraf and Denise. Clarclar, if you happen to read this, i just want you to know i miss you already! so come visit me at tp soon ok? then you can have your grilled fish! HEEHEE.

There a few things that will be due on tuesday. and the best thing is, I have yet to start on any of it. How wonderful!

aku memilih, untuk diam di sepi ku.

marini revealed @ 7:02 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!